What Happened?

We are in the third leg of Ramadhan.

Work has started again, hence, my life has started revolving back around my workload. I have so many things to note down, but I am having a harder time now to commit to my writing space as compared to the blocked leave days.

Somehow I can't seem to fall asleep tonight. I have been tossing and turning for the past hour or so. I am sure this time, it is not the caffeine I had earlier. 

Actually, I was greeted with a news earlier today. 

Did I expected it? Yes and no, I am not sure how to explain it. Maybe if someone who was in my shoes heard it too, they would perhaps understand what I am feeling.

I am trying as best as possible to be as vague as I can here without letting out too much details. This is because I worry about the ripple effect it may cause others and myself, as well as my (maybe even other's) future. 

Oh btw, if u are reading this and if u know me before or after today, please do not ask me what or who this entry is about. I might not be able to remember or I might not wish to remember the exact details. Consider this as one of my many random thoughts (and I do have many) for the night.

So, back to my thoughts.

Did I expected the news?

Yes, I expected it to happen. Sooner or later, it has to happen anyway. 

Did I expected it to happen so soon?

Well, not really. I was expecting it to be later rather than sooner to be frank. But I don't run people's lives, so my expectations don't count here.

Am I happy it happened?

From the bottom of my heart, I am. Truly :)

All I can do, is pray for the best for everyone. He knows what is best for all of us. So if this is the best for all, then Alhamdulilah. I am a nobody to question Him and whatever He has planned for us. 

If you are reading this and you kinda figured that this entry is about you, I am happy for u, for paving the path towards your happiness, in shaa Allah.