It has been quite a while since I log on into this realm again for some me-time. How time flew so fast. I have been really busy with a whole bunch of things. Work these days has been taking up a lot of my time. Whatever free time I have after that are catered to spending some quality time catching up with family members, visiting extended families members and all. Yes, it is still Hari Raya season. A reason to discover more long lost family members. It was only recently that my frenz and I managed to catch up with each other as we sat talking and laughing, chilling by the sea side at East Coast.
Looking back at my previous posts, it has been quite a while. A good portion of my time has been dedicated mainly to my work. Someone once told me that it is a blessing to be busy with work, to have work, Alhamdulilah. I do agree with that statement. Working by itself is also an ibadah.
Work has been going well. I do feel grateful and blessed. I have also been putting in more time into my workload, occupying myself with my work projects and keeping myself busy by pushing myself forward and pushing the boundaries I have set for myself. It feels good.
Not too long ago, I decided to work on a personal project which I was excited about. Like really excited. Unfortunately, things went down south. I did not expect the unexpected to happen. Well to be honest, I do not think anyone would expect it. But we always gotta look at the bright side of things and I had to learn to see it as a blessing in disguise.
It is not easy disembarking myself from what I thought was my very own version of euphoria. Perhaps Allah had other plans for me. As what others say, we are mere mortals, we can only plan. That is pretty much it. The rest, we gotta leave it up to Him to decide, what ultimately is best for us. We can't hasten Him, He knows what is best for us.
I am still working on settling the logistics part. There are times I find it really difficult to pick up the phone, or type out the email and explained the situation to the vendors. Many were understanding and I too understood the terms of the contract from their side. Not my rezeki, I continuously chant that mantra to myself. Pretty much all the vendors were understanding with the situation. It was seriously a bitter pill I had to swallow. Erwin offered a hand to help out thankfully, but I make it a conscious effort to ensure that I get most of it done myself.
I am now (still learning) to move forward, moving ahead with myself. I do not feel that I am alone in this. I am constantly surrounded by tonnes of loved ones, be it family or frenz. Like I said, I am blessed in many ways and they naturally came to side with an ever ready shoulder for me to cry on if I needed to. Many, naturally became protective of me. So sweet right?
This is not an easy task, but I know He's got my back.
Just gotta hold my head up high and smile.
Our rezeki comes in many forms. In my case, I am seeing this turn of event as a rezeki which I may soon understand. Maybe it is His way of getting me back on track and mending my relationship with Him. I take this as an opportunity to discover myself and my capabilities, regardless at work or on a personal level.
To an eternity of happiness ahead...
I am still working on settling the logistics part. There are times I find it really difficult to pick up the phone, or type out the email and explained the situation to the vendors. Many were understanding and I too understood the terms of the contract from their side. Not my rezeki, I continuously chant that mantra to myself. Pretty much all the vendors were understanding with the situation. It was seriously a bitter pill I had to swallow. Erwin offered a hand to help out thankfully, but I make it a conscious effort to ensure that I get most of it done myself.
I am now (still learning) to move forward, moving ahead with myself. I do not feel that I am alone in this. I am constantly surrounded by tonnes of loved ones, be it family or frenz. Like I said, I am blessed in many ways and they naturally came to side with an ever ready shoulder for me to cry on if I needed to. Many, naturally became protective of me. So sweet right?
This is not an easy task, but I know He's got my back.
Just gotta hold my head up high and smile.
Our rezeki comes in many forms. In my case, I am seeing this turn of event as a rezeki which I may soon understand. Maybe it is His way of getting me back on track and mending my relationship with Him. I take this as an opportunity to discover myself and my capabilities, regardless at work or on a personal level.
To an eternity of happiness ahead...
naimefied look
scarf: Kaffah
headband: Sahara Shawl
Top & Skirt: Kuntum by Najeeb Azami
Bag: Celine
Shoes: Studio
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