The Imperfect Me

No one is perfect, that is certain. How bad is the imperfect me?

Let me list my flawsome self down:

I am totally not a morning person. I truly enjoy the pleasure of stretching my sleep anytime I can, even if it is just for an extra 5 minutes.

When I meet anyone for dinner dates on weekday nights, I would be yawning by 9.30pm. This can go on and on and I have no control over my yawning. My friends never seem to get bored of teasing me about this.

Sometimes I am temperamental.

I give all sorts of excuses to get started on my workout routine. I should. I will. But I have not for the year.

I do not like to cook, but I love eating.

I buy way too many books which I hardly finish reading.

I still believe in fairy tales, that everyone has a happily ever after. I just do not like dealing with the messy middle part.

I enjoy a weekend or any holiday I get, just being in bed and staring into space. Doing nothing.

I love learning new things, but I do not really put them into practice.

I have way too many ideas in my mind which I never really worked on. I blame a whole lot of factors for not working on them. Everything else, but myself.

There are way too many scarves in my scarf drawer. Many of which hardly see the sun. I keep reaching for the same ones over and over again. Yet, I would always get those new ones I fell in love with, then keep them in the closet, saving them for special occasions. When that special day comes, I do not seem to have the perfect outfit to match it and look for more new scarves to match that outfit.

Sometimes, I have set my mind to being an anti-social for the day. This does not happen often but it could when I am too tired and I just wish to zone out for a while to re-wire my mind. I find it difficult to switch myself to being the cheerful me. This may seem as me being a snob. If in any way, any of you who are reading this received a cold shoulder from me before, please forgive me.

At times, I love having my own personal space. This is a huge need for me.



There are way too many more flawsome flaws for me to list and this is just some of the flaws that comes with me as a package deal. With all these attached to me, I embrace the flaws that come with me. I am working on being better and hopefully in the future, I better me.

No matter what, I hope I will never forget my self-worth as mentioned by Ustazah Liyana and Aida Azlin in yesterday's class. I am important to myself and I should never let anyone control me and dictate my life.

To a much better tomorrow and every other day in becoming the better version of me. I am me.